"Behavior in love shines through everything"

It is not looking good for me right now. It will be forever, it seems until I will be out of all this stuff I have gotten myself into. The thing I have surround myself with are all the wrong things. They are pulling down, dragging me and trying to convince me to see things the old way. I am sick of the old way, of people and what they expect and what I should expect. Demands on this and that and on me and all the others to do what you are suppose to do.
What is that about?
Mind your own business and maybe you can live your life instead of following it around and around. Your worse than a dog chasing its own tail. Walk your path I will walk mind and dont get in my way or I will  have to find another way around than, There are plenty of ways,don't think there is just one.
One way to live. What the hell would you want to belief that for, so we all could live the same. This place makes me laugh when I hear them talk right in front of me like I can not hear what they are truly saying. In fact they have no idea what they are saying and it is coming out of their own mouth. Just take sometime to listen to others and how judgemental they are is it sickening and it is everywhere in everything and around every corner and you can not see it.
They do it on purpose just so it can cause conflict to keep things going the way they are so they can have control while we just fight amongst ourselves. How nice control without control how do you like that. You are controlled by everything around you and you do not want to belief it. The world has room for everyone even the mentally ill billions that are out there. Go ahead follow but do no question, listen but do not question, learn the way but do not stray for they will question your sanity. I have a idea why don't we all just play follow the leader. Who shall lead the blind but the blind, the blindfold was put on by you and noone else so do not tell me you can not take if off, it is whether you want to take if off. Or are you afraid? Why look at who you are following. I would be more afraid of where they are leading you at least if you lead yourself noone needs to tell you how it is because you have your own experience to tell you how things are.