"Behavior in love shines through everything"

1. List in order, your top 5 most desired super-human powers:
It would be all of superman's powers but I like aquaman's ability breath underwater.

2. What do you like best about yourself, emotionally?: nothing
3. What do you like best about yourself, physically?:
my eyes
4. Do you bathe in the mornings?: yes
5. Do you bathe in the evenings?: yes
6. How many times, in a week, would you say you've washed yourself?: at least 10
7. Do you flex in the mirror?: no
8. Do other people find you attractive?: yes
9. Do you find yourself attractive?: yes
10. List 5 things you hate about yourself:
my emotions, writing skills, lack of confidence, lack of education, being indecisive
11. List 10 things you like about yourself: body, heart , soul, kindness, my work ethic, my eyes, my determination
12. List 5 people you care about online: Laura is the only one right now just back to the computer
13. List 5 people you care about in real life: Caryn, mom, dad, my turtle even though it does not look it it at times, Fred
14. Overall, do you love yourself?: it is 50/50 right now
15. Are you more happy, than not?:also 50/50 every other day
16. Have you ever been hit before?: yes
17. Where were you hit?: in the back
18. By what?: a fist
19. Did it hurt?: not bad
20. Is the glass half-empty or half-full?: almost half full
21. In what color do you see the world?: bright blue
22. Why?: everything is beautiful surrounded by the blue sky
23. How often do you swear?: couple times a day
24. How often do you swear at other people?nce a week
25. How does this make you feel?: bad
26. Are you on some kind of medication?: no but I wish
27. Do you think you need it?:I need some now
28. Right now, who/what do you feel like hugging?: Caryn
29. Name 3 songs you'd listen to right now: Breaking the habit, fantasy in d minor, The Reason
30. List 3 people who's voices you'd like to hear right now: my dad, my grandfather ( I miss him) , my grandmother( never go to hear her voice)
31. What is your favorite noise?: sound of a waterfall
32. What is your favorite word?: control
33. What is your favorite color?: blue
34. What is your least favorite noise?: scratching the chalk board
35. Least favorite word?: cunt
36. Least favorite color?: brown
37. Do you value your friends?: no
38. Do you value your family?: no
39. Do you value your stuff?: no
40. Do you self-mutilate?: no
41. Do other people mutilate you?: no but they try
42. Have you ever been beaten up before?: yes
43. Have you ever beaten anyone else up before?: yes
44. What's your favorite animal?: dragon if they exist
45. What's your favorite desert?: strawberry short cake made with vallina pudding, pound cake, bananas and strwaberries
46. How old are you... mentally?: 18
47. What's your favorite "smiley face"?: sticking tongue out
48. People most often refer to you as: nice (kill me please)
49. What is your favorite quote?: you will never know until you try
50. What will you do now??: change