"Behavior in love shines through everything"

Well I thought it might go away but the numbing is still here. Is it wrong, since my feelings have been push away and ingored, that I don't know if I want them back. Life is easier right now if I do not feel. I can get by much easier without my chest feeling like a truck is on it or a knife is being twisted again.

What do we consider friend's? See how I say what. Why not who? With no feelings what is more appropriate would you say? And what kind of feelings should your friends have?

Are friends not judgemental? Or when should they be judgemental? Well should friends care? How much should they care? When should they stop caring?

Does anyone have a good answer? I can not think of one right now or at least I do not want to think of one.

I am here but where? not for sure
Feeling regress, is it the cure
The day goes by, the night does too
today is numb, and so are you

Friends are here, and over there
Ones means nothing, do you compare
To walk over us, be nice to them
Where is the line, are we comdemn

To think of freinds is not hard
Who is loyal who holds the cards
When feelings are toss to the side
Do not wonder why they might hide

So when you treat then like you do
The same will come around, to you
Friends will be the same everywhere
And they will leave if you don't care

So you move on and find some more
We will not change if you ingore
We feel and hurt and care the same
Only the ones you show love remain