I am everybody and anyone and noone. To have any type of belief seems restricting to me. I can not and will not predict the future so something may come up to cause me to have to make a choice to go against my belief. I have seen it in my life so far and realize when it comes down to it I would do anything. A time could come that I would have to.

 Sorry I took a break and now going to write this. Why do we think something is testing our faith? Think god had nothing better to do than to test everyone of us. We are god, we test ourself to see why we belief what we belief. Maybe we are not to belief in anything and that is why we test ourself. We have to test ourself even if we do not know why we are. We need to question ourself to see what is real for a belief is just that something we made up in our head or excepted without questioning it. If you  question yourself the more open minded you will become since situation may arise where the thing you belief will have to be questioned. Instead of having faith in a belief why not question why you belief what you do and research it. Never trust what anyone says it is their belief and you do not know the truth from which that belief comes from. Yes I am saying don't even belief me for I belief in not believing so I am in my own paradox I must break.